The Hardest Part, Is Letting Go, Of Your Dreams....

Well had a boring ish day today, Food Theory... Woo.
Science.. Woo......... ¬_¬ I dont like science anymore.
English, was okay, Jared freaked me out by constantly sneaking up behind me and doing joker impressions in a gruff batman voice, and then being able to quote random bits of shakespeare, mind you i thought that was quite good that he could do that, i can quote The Mighty Boosh though 8D - Which James (that nob) says isnt that funny, he also says father ted, bob tulap, and all my favourate programs arent funny. But thats because his idea of humor is Charlie Bit Me... The Remix. 

I said that id like to live in London for abit when im older, just to say i had, and just because, well its London, and even the dumpy bits are nice in some ways, i just like the city i guess. The second i said this, he said it was a ehem... 'shit hole' and that it 'loses its appeal' he asked how long i spent in London and i said i dont know, then the conversation died of and he was just being a fucking prick. But then alittle bit later i remembed ive been to London quite a few times, and we stayed in one of the not as posh areas and had to walk through well the part of London that isnt lights and pazzaz and appeal. Anyway i said 'oh yeah i just remembed about London, ive stayed there abit...' and basically what i just said, and he interupted me with 'Why are you coming back to this, your a hipocrite you know' - this is because this annoying kid called Tom, he will purposly argue with you, and when the whole thing has been dropped he will keep bringing it up again and again to restart the fight, i can understand why he connected us in that way, but if he shut his fucking mouth for 20 seconds he would have known that all i was doing was answering his question, for fucks sake, he just kept interjecting with digs at me.

Sometimes I think i hate him more and more each day... ¬_¬

Im really filled with hate....


Meh.

English. As per usual, there wasnt enough computers, so to once again avoid doing any fucking work, Steph shared a computer with me, copying all my answers, i wouldnt mind but she never does any work. Ever. BITCHING SESSION ALERT.

Okay so Steph. She never does any work, and makes out she does loads, when all she has done is cut out one circle. She makes out she helps me all the time when she so doesnt. Also, to put it frankly, she is the most boring girl ive ever met, and she always makes out she is interesting and really 'out there', she pretends she is like really hard and doesnt care about anything, when really she never acts like a hard nut or something like that, she just cant be bothered to do the work cuz she is a fucking arsehole who thinks life is gonna be handed to her on a fucking plate. No wonder my other friend fell out with her... again.

Mr Smith called me ''Coops'' again today. I swear if he does it again im going to find out where he lives and sit outside his front door all night singing disney songs out of tune.
Bloody Hell...... The world is full of wankers today.

Except Charlotte ofc (: And louise, and Alana, Jonafone, Henry and Hana and a few others, You know who you are ;) My spekal friends ^_^

Drama last, saw the amazing G and S today, im only using letters for their names because i know its what they do, i cba to do it to anyone else.

Quotes for todays drama lesson, from me and Jemma

'Been there, got embarresed'

(in response to a suggestion i work with jacob, who by the way, smelled like a pile of rotting skin today) 'There are some things i will just not do...'

'I dont think they will have her size...' 'Meow Jemma!!' (:

We have fun, also all the way back home, whenever i laughed my abdoman hurt really badly and i started crying, but i couldnt stop laughing, and for some reason i kept telling her to hold me and that i really like her....

Had an urge to do excersize and beat the Wii Fit Lady at Muscle Workouts on the JackKnife Challenge (: I won... Twice 8D

Also had to clean my room for some reason, i know it was messy but it never bothered me up until now, good job i did because the wonderful Louise is staying over tomorrow and the room could do with airing out lol... it smells like glue for some reason, i mean WHAT THE HELL?!
My mum thinks im sniffing it... Which im not just to let you know. Its irritating cuz every few days or every week, 'Have you been sniffing glue i can smell it'

My room just smells like Stale Life.

Went out for dinner, and of course, we cant go a blog without Graham coming up... AGAIN.

Graham is my stepdad by the way, i guess i never mentioned that in any previous blog, anyway, so let me set the oh so familiar scene.

We were in a restaurant - by the way i know it sounds like we go out alot, we go out on thursdays for a meal at this resteraunt that is quiet cheap and always does 2 meals for £8 so its hardly splashing out, we go out for a drink on friday, sometimes i dont go on friday though - We were looking through the menu and my stepdad said he wanted Piri Piri Chicken. But he pronouced it wrong by accident and then sorta rolled with it, saying it on purpose, and i just said, ''Its Piri Piri'' Not really finding it all that funny, to be honest i actually thought at first he got it wrong, and as i went to correct him realised that it was actually him just making a bad joke. Again.
Anyway i looked up because underneath my fringe i thought he was looking at me, i looked up, he wasnt and then he did look at me, and i just looked down and decided on something to eat, anyway food came, i ate it and went off to the toilet cuz my hair had gone really retarded thanks to rushing with straightners. Anyway when i was gone, turns out they were talking about me, well my stepdad was having ago about me, to my mum. Again

I came back, and my parents did that thing, where, because they were brought up in a less politically correct world, some how slight racism is okay? Erm. No.
They were talkin about nostrils and that bit that disapears when your snort coke - yeah i know were cool D8
Anyway he of course, goes onto his typical, racist shitty jokes about the fact that sterotypically and gentically, people who are black, may have bigger nostrils, or wider or whatever, i feel ashamed typing this to be honest, but he feels no remorse, i mean he doesnt shout it at people or discriminate because of it, but i find it offensive, im not black but its offensive still. I mean i know sometimes people judge other people because of their colour, but it may not be their colour, it may be the stereotype attached to people with skin that colour, if you get me... sorta.
Anyway i said, dont be racist, your being racist stop it, thats not nice, ect.

And my stepdad said.

'I rest my case'

I click instantly they had said something.

My mum said

'What?' and he just repeated him self and said

'What i told you a minute ago'

So of course, it was about me... i asked them what it was but they both shook their heads and stared off into the distance... you know my therapist says, if people cant say stuff to your face, they are cowards... so pissed off, i said

'Great its about me then. Thanks.'

My mum came clean there and then, and said that i 'rolled my eyes' at Graham about teh piri piri thing, and that i disagreed with him.

HELLO

*waves*

HELLO?

I just corrected him because i genuinly thought he didnt get it. I didnt roll my eyes, i looked up at him, then back down at the menu, and even if i rolled my eyes. HELLO? I'm a teenager.
Whats wrong with that man. When we got home, my mum told me what he said, and that he said 'She needs a good talking to, she rolled her eyes at me and disagreed with me' My mum said that she didnt see my roll my eyes and even if i did, it was at his bad joke, thank god, my mum realises that his jokes are awful. He is such a buzz kill when he wants to be, just when teh conversation starts going, BAD JOKE. Dead.

Anyway, he avoided eye contact, and didnt talk to me for the whole night, he is such a baby, honestly, that man is a prize tool sometimes.

I really am starting to resent him quite alot.

One thing he said to me once, when i was REALLY stressed about not knowing spanish, he said that im not trying hard enough

I Hate Him For That.

More HATE.

Well after excersing non stop for ages and having fuck loads of annoying people down my thoat today, im actually really tired, especially after getting all like an animal does when it gets all maternal and starts cleaning rapidly lol, which i did randomly for no reason, but hey its clean now (: just about ¬3¬

Thanks if you managed to read this far.... Which i doubt most of you have, if you did get this far, Thanks for reading, i never thank my followers much, so here is a big ass thank you for reading my complaints, my worries, my stupid little comments, my fucking dumbass theories, my bitches and my rants, all teh shit i post on this ''Dirty little circle we call Earth'' <-- :3="" and="" are="" behind="" boosh="" brand="" freeman="" god.="" him="" mighty="" minds="" morgan="" oh="" quote.="" russell="" span="" the="">

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