Chinese food, Hollywood Bowl and Pizza Hut times, A very heartless girl and my good friend Charlotte.

Okay so kind of a long title i know but i havent blogged in
a while so i think its due time for a mega blogging session (:

Okiessssss so for the past few days ive been craving sweet'n'sour chicken, hong kong style and i really, really want to go to my local chinese and go and get it, so i thought id meet up with Henry and we can go and get one, but Henry was being stubborn and was saying that he wasnt going to get one, so i said he could have some of my prawn crackers... ¬_¬
Anyway after 2 days of craving i woke up and thought "Today is the day!" and i waited for Henry to come online so i could shout "CHINESE FEWD" at him, after about 4 hours and slow deterioration, i rang him up to see what the hell he was playing at.... No answer.
Rang his mobile.
No answer.
I died a little bit inside, because when he came online i was like an hour away from dinner so it would be pointless.
Then the next day, after 3 days of straight craving a time was arranged and i grabbed my debit card and headed out of the door, very late.
Normally we meet up more or less in the middle, its usually closer to my house due to the fact that im so late and he has to walk further, but we meet up non the less, he was actually on my street, about 4 houses away by the time i met him, and after much hunger and sad, chineseless nights alone, we headed to the heaven that is the takeaway.

Closed.

The sign hung there like a rectangular shaped piece of death, mocking me, dangling there from the window, laughing at my starvation as i screamed in the middle of the street at the shop that was keeping my one true love away from me. My days of craving, the pent up starvation, for nothing.

In the end i went to the co-op and got a Ginsters pastie.
It wasnt the same.

After much loud music, incoherent babbling at a half a lamppost not to mention iPhones and brown tape later i came home, ahh well, at least i had Saturday to look forward to.

It was the day of the Hollywood Bowl and Pizza Hut Times (:

Were going to go bowling (funnily enough at Hollywood Bowl, we werent just going to turn up and demand as many over sized pairs of shoes as we could harbour, although i may wander up to the desk and ask for size 15 and then struggle to bowl even more than i usually do) were going at half six, its gonna be awesome :3
Were going to pizza hut afterwards
Its a thing me and a few friends have been doing for a few months now, every couple of moths, ew go to pizza hut and just go stupid for a bit, its pretty funny, once we were blowing the paper wrappers of the straws and we had a huge circular light above our heads and it had a canvas cover over it, the paper blew into the air and got stuck inside, it was much fun, also we made the waitress get James a balloon (When we were booking the table, i acted like the adult of the bunch and stepped forward in my poshest voice to ask for a reservation, i then whispered "My friend wants a balloon" and then he bounded up behind me and was like "HEYY WE GOT A TABLE YET!!?" the waitress took one look at James and then looked at me, and i just pointed at him and said "Yeahh he wants a balloon" nuff said i reckon. We got a table after a while, James got his balloon, which was tied round his wrist, and gave him my hat, he was a happy bunny (: We found a crayon and scribbled on a torn up napkin a message to her, which was placed under the tip, it read just this:-

"Than4 Yon 4 da 8alloon (: LOVE FR0W JAM3Z"

Some of the letters were backwards though, should have gotten a picture, James kept telling the waitress how much he loved her, every time she got us free refills, i dont know what was in James'scoke but there was some freaky stuff in Jemmas, we should know, we put it there, it started off, just salt and pepper, then the cheese they have on the followed by ice cream, marshmallows, chocolate drops, some weird lemon sauce thing, and some red chili seasoning that was next to the cheese, amazingly, someone actually tried it, it didnt go down well, There is a picture of the darlin James on his day out of the center just on the right there.

Now onto the next thing, last night i was on msn to a girl, (i know!) and she is a sister of a girl who i wont mention the name of, but some of you might know her, but anyway to the story, a while back when i realised id have to have counselling, i told my friend and she asked why, i said that i might have depression, and in this situation you would expect a friend to be supportive right?

Not her.

Ohh dear no.

She told me, i dont have depression, there are people dying in Africa, id be locked away in my room refusing to talk to anyone and i wouldnt be at school, there are so many things wrong, im going to cut this short, and say this, this is what is wrong with what she said:-

• She cant say i dont have depression without actually knowing how i feel, which she didnt know because i hadnt even gotten that far before she had a go at me
• The fact that there are people dying in Africa has nothing to do with that at all, a crude guilt trip and nothing more
• There are many forms of depression and she doesnt know that i dont lock my self away, depressed people can talk about it, or they wouldnt get help would they dumbass...
• If she hadnt noticed, you have to go to school, its only on a very very bad day that i cant go in, but i dont like to talk about it because im worried everyone will be as cynical as her

There was a huge fallout ect... blah blah blah, but she was talking behind my back, telling everyone i was attention seeking, which meant i didnt get much friendly support, actually i barely got any which as you can imagine didnt help, it was those words ''attention seeking'' that gave me a complex and made me paranoid, because she was a very good friend and i really, really didnt expect that from her at all, and i thought, if i couldn't trust her who could i trust.

Anyway i was talking to her sister and she said she had an aunt staying over, and she was staying over because she was suicidal because her husband had left her out of the blue, and she drank to comfort her self, she wasnt an alcoholic but i can understand how people can turn to it, and this girls sister was annoyed because she said that her mum tried to help, but all she did was drink, understandable, she was going to drive into a tree on the way over. All this girl could say was that the woman deserved to die, and she is a waste of space anyway, i said isnt that harsh, seeing as she is suicidal, shouldnt you be supportive, thats abit harsh to be fair, all she did was get defensive and say that she is just being stupid, and i said that not if she is suicidal, she should be helping her, not making it worse, and i said, as a person who has considered that when i was on one of my bad patches, thats really offensive and insensitive, to which she said "Suicidal people dont talk about it, they just get on with it" Now thats a load of, and im right to say, Crap. I dont even have to explain why that is stupid, it was the next thing she said that confirmed to me that she was exactly the same as her sister, she knew what she was saying, she knew she was being heartless, i said that doesnt even make sense, she then interrupted me by telling me that people who talk about it are "Attention Seeking" I told her that it was a heartless comment and she has no brains, she is immature and stupid, then she kept interrupting me, i got so annoyed i told her to eff off (:

And id do it again!

Not the most intelligent response maybe, but she wasnt going to listen to me so i said what i did and blocked her, its not like im going to see her anyway, if her sister bothers me then im just going to say what she said when we fell out, "I will choose who i want to be friends with" Which is what she said to my other friend when we fell out and he was trying to reason with her, she is too stubborn ¬_¬


But now i can see that the both of them have no souls and that the whole family must be totally heartless


Pfft...


On a happier note, sort of...

I was talking to Charlotte and we were talking about Friends (tv show) and she was saying how my last blog reminded me of one that was on this morning, when a weird guy moves in with Chandler and says, "You wanna hear a story? Yeah? Well this one time, i was making pancakes and my girlfriend comes in and says, 'I dont think this is working out' and it felt like someone had opened my chest, ripped out my heart, and smeared it all over my life!!?! That's a quote that just keeps us laughing, this guy also got small fruit and dried it up, he also ran into Macy's and stole the head off of a mannequin.

(:

LOL.

Thats about it for nowwwww

Well sorry to end with that retarded depressing bit, but i attempted to cheer it up with the use of Charlotte who always keeps me happy (:

Love you all you people of Poland


Hayley
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